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Honestly?

by Ricky Jamaraz

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apersuhn best rj album, finally bought it to burn onto cd but it didnt work lmao
(update guys it worked !!!) Favorite track: Space.
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1.
10:28pm 02:42
I feel kinda bad And I feel kinda sad And it’s not your fault I don’t want you to be mad But I did it again What time is it, man? It’s 10:28pm It’s 10:28pm And it starts again What if I’m not good enough What if I haven’t got the stuff What if you are just polite You can’t really stand the sight of me It’s getting so hard No, no, not that kind of hard Ha ha ha ha I’m so funny Would you marry me? I don’t know why I’m still talking It’s 10:28pm It’s 10:28pm And it starts again I’m probably not good enough I don’t think I have the stuff You are just being polite You can’t really stand the sight of me Of me Ba ba ba ba da ba dum da dum daaa
2.
Fake 02:02
Ahh 3, 2, 1, go Lost myself on the way to lunch Lost myself in the summer bunch But it’s okay I lost myself but I found someone Lost myself and I’m having fun It’s a new day And I can’t help but feel That nothing’s real The game is fake This is a mistake It’s all fake, it’s all fake A mistake It’s all fake, it’s all fake Lost myself on the way to lunch I lost myself in the summer bunch But it’s okay, it’s okay And I can’t help but feel That nothing’s real The game is fake This is a mistake It’s okay, it’s okay It’s a mistake It’s just fake, it’s just fake
3.
Plug Socket 01:55
Let’s go I wanna be a plug socket I want you to need me But my baby runs on batteries Doesn’t need a little plug socket like me I’ll be anything you want, dear Please don’t go, I need you here I need you, need you, need you, need you, need you Please need me too Do you really think I’m obsessed? No, I’m perfectly healthy I wanna be a plug socket I want you to be useless without me So you can’t function without me I think that’s fair I’ll be anything you want, dear Please don’t go, I need you here I need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you I need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you I need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you I need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you I need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you I need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you I need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you I need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you I need you, need you, need you, need you, need you, need you
4.
It feels so good Just as it should Don’t go away Need you to stay Can’t be happy Can you save me Tell me it’s real I need to feel I’m not happy with her I’m not happy without her I’m not happy with her Not happy without her She’s my little drug She’s all I love It’s unhealthy But she loves me Get your hands off She’s mine, back off It’s unhealthy But she loves me But she loves me It’s all my fault Rub in the salt Why don’t you care Do you like my hair I’m just upset I can’t forget The things you said Went to my head I’m not happy with her I’m not happy without her I’m not happy with her Not happy without her She’s my little drug She’s all I love It’s unhealthy But she loves me Get your hands off She’s mine, back off It’s unhealthy But she loves me She loves me She loves me
5.
Cut Self Not 02:19
Cut self not I forgot Please stop cry Not your fault Cut self not It’s a rule I broke it ‘Cause I’m cool Please don’t leave me I’m on my knees And I’m begging you to Please help me to Cut self not So I jot Lyrics that Mean a lot Helps me live Stop me die But still hurt Feel alive Please don’t leave me I’m on my knees And I’m begging you to Please help me to Cut self not I don’t want to be here anymore I don’t want to be here anymore I don’t want to wear long sleeves forever I don’t want to wear long sleeves
6.
Dad 02:21
I took a walk with my dad today Said some things I thought I should say It’s been so long since we’ve been alone I’ve realised how much I’ve grown I said Dad, I need some help Dad, I need some help Dad, I’m growing up, and I don’t like it He said well that’s tough Because everyone grows up He told me about his life, and it was rough I said oh my god that must’ve been tough He inspires me to try and stay strong So I thought I’d write him a song Dad I need some help Dad I need some help Dad, I’m falling down And I want to give up But you say I’m better than that Dad, I wish I was better than that
7.
Monsterz 01:27
There’s a monster under my bed He’s calling my name And he wants me to check So I do, and he grabs my leg He pulls me back Sits on my chest, I hear a crack My eyes are wide As my ribcage starts to collapse And it feels bad it fucking hurts If I complain, then he’ll do worse Yeah, so, I don’t wanna make him angry I don’t wanna make him angry There’s a monster in my head He’s pretty fit, you know what he said? He said step outside your bedroom I’ve got friends who’d like to meet you And these other guys They were scary, they said things that made me cry And they pushed me, and they kicked me They did things I didn’t like! Well I, I guess I must’ve made them angry I guess I must’ve made them angry Angry, angry I don’t wanna be nobody no more I don’t wanna be nobody no more I don’t wanna be nobody no more I don’t wanna be nobody no more I don’t wanna be nobody no more I don’t wanna be nobody no more
8.
Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye
9.
When my parents fight They fight over what’s best for me I don’t feel guilty When my parents cry They cry over that thing I did I don’t feel anything Maybe I’m just scared Of the things inside my head And I’m scared to tell the truth ‘Cause the truth will always hurt somehow Maybe I’m obsessed Situation was misread Wasn’t your fault, I’m just weird right now I’m just weird I feel weird right now When my parents cry They cry over that thing I did I don’t feel anything
10.
Space 03:14
One, two, three, four I’m not good for you I don’t know enough And I care too much And I’m not great with cues And some things I do To cheer you up when you feel shit Make you feel worse I think we need some space, she said I think we need some space I listened to Race And god, I wish I felt things I know this time it’s real You used to make me feel I promise I loved you You really made me feel things You’re not good for me ‘Cause everything I do I feel like I should do it for you I have a need And 5973 miles Wasn’t meant to stop me I think we need some space, I said I think we need some space I listened to Race And god, I wish I felt things I know this time it’s real You used to make me feel I promise I loved you You really made me feel things You used to make me feel You used to make me Used to make me feel You used to make me feel You used to make me Used to make me feel Used to make me feel Used to make me Used to make me feel Used to make me feel Used to make me Used to make me feel
11.
Learning 02:51
Slowly, I’m learning I don’t need to tell her Everything about my world And I’m learning My world is not hers
12.
I feel like I’m not getting better I feel like I’m letting myself down I’m starting to forget her But not the things we did And I can’t help but feel incomplete When I see you guys together And it kills me to see what I could’ve had But I’m happy for you I’m happy for you Gonna make myself sick I wish I was you I’m happy for you ‘Cause everything’s new with you It’s all the same Nothing ever changes for me
13.
14.
Daniel 02:10
Hey Daniel, you’re like a brother to me That’s probably because you’re my brother Yes it’s true, we do have two different mothers But we’re just like each other in some aspects You’re a real one, man I’ll get you free tickets to my show Don’t worry, man Dan is my brother and he loves me Daniel is my brother and I love him too Hey Daniel, you’re like a brother to me It seems the second time round That joke’s not as funny But you’re smiling, I know you are I’m probably smiling too I really had fun today It’s always great hanging out with you You’re a real one, man I’ll get you free tickets to my show Don’t worry, man Dan is my brother and he loves me Daniel is my brother and I love him too Ohhh-ohhh-ohhhh
15.
Uhh okay, uhh One, two, three, four Go! Go! Go! Go! You're heading in the wrong direction Face east when the wind goes south You've got the wrong idea I know that you're bad for my health Navigating with the map upside down Wrong trail you'll face when you wake up I'm feeling you know what I mean when I say ad absurdum You say it’s not a problem I say let’s talk about it You say I'm starting to slip But I highly doubt it I see your thoughts play out In this dimly lit room 4 eyes 2 lies 1 sky You're sly but I can pick it up soon Instrumental break It’s crazy, you're not thinking Prowling the ground to see who bites Hey! Maybe you should cut it out I know it’s not my time They've got tasers, and red lasers Your blazer’s hung over your chair When the DJ counts 1 2 3 4 You and me are gonna die together on the dancefloor You say it’s not a problem I say let’s talk about it You say I'm starting to slip But I highly doubt it I see your thoughts play out In this dimly lit room 4 eyes 2 lies 1 sky You're sly but i can pick it up soon Pick it up, up, up, up, up! You say it’s not a problem I say let’s talk about it You say I'm starting to slip But I highly doubt it I see your thoughts play out In this dimly lit room 4 eyes 2 lies 1 sky You're sly but I can pick it up soon And all three of little piggies died But the big bad wolf survived

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A1 10:28pm
A2 Fake
A3 Plug Socket
A4 My Little Drug
A5 Cut Self Not
A6 Dad
A7 Monsterz
A8 Brian Clough Way
B1 When My Parents Cry
B2 Space
B3 Learning
B4 I'm Happy For You
B5 A Hug From Mum
B6 Daniel
B7 We Will Never Be Orite

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released September 1, 2023

thanks caleb (just caleb) for writing the lyrics to track 15
thanks to sam the policeman

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