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Dec. 13th 1998

by Ricky Jamaraz

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1.
Anagood 02:57
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On December 13th 1998 Two bodies were recovered from The wreck of a collapsed warehouse In the Bridgewater district of Anagood City Upon investigation, it was confirmed that The Identities of these two individuals were Chester Howls and Marshall McKaire A beautiful soul made of gold was in ruins He left for the city, A desperate attempt to get through it Oh, in Anagood he’ll live In Anagood he’ll die The lovers won’t survive The lovers won’t survive Buried in rubble Buildings so tall, Like nothing he’s ever seen before Take it all in, Chess You don’t ever, ever wanna leave Oh, in Anagood he’ll live In Anagood he’ll die The lovers won’t survive The lovers won’t survive Buried in rubble Baby you’re my deathbed, I said Baby you’re my deathbed, I said Marshall rest your head ‘Cause baby you’re my deathbed In Anagood, in Anagood, Things happen as they should In Anagood, in Anagood, Things happen as they should
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Outcast 02:03
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I’m speaking for the whole team When I say we don’t want you here We don’t want you here There’s something ‘bout the way you dress That makes us sick It make us sick You look weird I think I’m gonna hit you hard Hit you hard Get a load of this guy All he wants to do is fit in He wants to fit in You are nothing, you are nothing You are pointless, you are weak You are different, that is bad You’re an outcast and a freak You are nothing, you are nothing You are pointless, you are weak You are different, that is bad You’re an outcast and a freak You are nothing, you are nothing You are pointless, you are weak You are different, that is bad You’re an outcast and a freak You are nothing, you are nothing You are pointless, you are weak You are different, that is bad You’re an outcast and a freak You are nothing, you are nothing You are pointless, you are weak You are different, that is bad You’re an outcast and a freak You are nothing, you are nothing You are pointless, you are weak You are different, that is bad You’re an outcast and a freak
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Places 02:10
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New places New faces So friendly No-one hates me Stick with us and you won’t get lost Live high and avoid all shots Are you happy? If so, say “I feel so good, Marshall McKaire” I know you stare at me Wondering if I’m okay Oh, the places my mind goes When I think I’m alone
4.
Friendo 03:23
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I really had fun today It was such a blast I had no idea You were chill like that We should hang out again Can I get your number Write it on this p-p-p-piece of paper I’ve decided you’re my Friendo If that’s cool with you I’m exhausted Making friends is hard In a new city I’m a new me I’m feeling good Don’t think he knows What I’ve been through But he still shows me something good I’ve decided you’re my Friendo If that’s cool with you
5.
Buildings 03:12
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My new friends don’t walk on the ground They walk on the rooftops And jump between the buildings And we laugh at the inside jokes And do bad things ‘Cause we’re not angels We’re so high The buildings are so tall If we jump then we might fall But we do it anyway Ledge to ledge and far away We just do it for the thrill We can’t stay still My new friends stay out past their bedtimes And watch the sun die Right between the buildings Jump, jump, fill me in You are one of us I feel so good Passed out on the night bus We’re so high The buildings are so tall If we jump then we might fall But we do it anyway Ledge to ledge and far away We just do it for the thrill We can’t stay still We’re so high The buildings are so tall If we jump then we might fall But we do it anyway Ledge to ledge and far away We just do it for the thrill We can’t stay still Ohhhh, Ohhhh-ohh We’re so high The buildings are so tall If we jump then we might fall But we do it anyway Ledge to ledge and far away We just do it for the thrill We can’t stay still
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Belong 04:25
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I belong (belong) with you guys Out in the rain It’s so cold, but I feel warm And I’m really fond of storms Oh my breath (my breath) is gonna stink What did you put in this drink My head hurts, but it feels good I told them, “Don’t do things I would” Everybody sing along If you feel like you belong Everybody sing along If you feel like you belong I don’t wanna be sad I don’t wanna be sad I just wanna be me Can I get what I want: everything? Why do I always get everything I want I belong (belong) on the roof Away from home It feels safe, like nothing else And I’m glad you’re doing well So am I, it’s so great There’s this guy who’s sweet as cake He smells so nice He smells so good (so good, so good, so good) Dresses like, like all boys should And we sang Everybody sing along If you feel like you belong Everybody sing along If you feel like you belong I don’t wanna be sad I don’t wanna be sad I just wanna be me Can I get what I want: everything? Why do I always get everything I want
7.
Something 03:44
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I’ve got something, something, something Locked up deep inside my head Gonna spill it out, out, out, yeah I’ve got something, something, something Locked up under lock and key Who’s got the key? Me, me, woah-woah Darling, I think I’m in love with you I don’t wanna die unless I’m dying with you I made you a bracelet You don’t have to wear it You don’t have to wear it, woah-woah I’ve got something, something, something I’ve been wanting to share You’re pretty sweet, it’s true And there’s someone, someone, someone In the back of my mind And he looks like you He’s so cute Darling, I think I’m in love with you I don’t wanna die unless I’m dying with you I made you a bracelet You don’t have to wear it You don’t have to wear it, woah-woah I think I’m in love with you I don’t wanna die unless I’m dying with you I made you a bracelet You don’t have to wear it You don’t have to wear it Darling, I think I’m in love with you And I don’t wanna die unless I’m dying with you I made you a bracelet You don’t have to wear it You don’t have to wear it, oh no
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Together 03:40
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When we’re cycling through the street I’ll give you a front row seat To the greatest show in town We’ll be living, spinning round Digging our shared graves by hand Singing hidden in the sand Tally Hall hits hard sometimes You look nervous tell me why If you are afraid you’ll die You can just hold my hand It feels nice when we’re close It’s you I need the most, boy So come on, let’s get close, boy You make me feel alright Yeah One, two, three, four I’m no angel you know me I just wanna feel happy And it’s easier with you So keep doing what you do It’s 4am the night is young But we’re having so much fun Look at me, look in my eyes Everything’s gonna be alright If you are afraid you’ll die You can just hold my hand It feels nice when we’re close It’s you I need the most, boy So come on, let’s get close, boy You make me feel alright La-da-da, la-da-da Oh, if you are afraid you’ll die (If you are afraid you’ll die) You can just hold my hand (You can just hold my hand) It feels nice when we’re close (Feels nice when we’re close) It’s you I need the most, boy (I need, I need) So come on, let’s get close, boy (I need, I need, I need you) You make me feel alright
9.
Miboy 02:51
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Death is coming So enjoy life now Death is coming So enjoy life now These past few months have been crazy I’ve gotten hazy Feels like I’ve been feeling these things for ages Most nights I fall asleep thinking about you Thinking about the things that we could do I wish you were here By my side, in my arms In my head, in my heart Oh, I long to hear your voice say That we’ll never be apart I can’t wait to see you Can’t wait to kiss you, mwah Can’t wait to sit and talk for hours with you I’ll say “I don’t know why things go how they do” But I’m glad I’m here, loving you ‘Cause you’re my boy You’ll always be my boy Forever you’ll be my boy You’ll always be my boy, oh-oh Yeah, some people don’t like us Some people don’t take us seriously But that doesn’t bother me I mean it does, but I’m not getting into it right now I like guys and I guess kinda proud But I don’t agree with the fact that sexuality alone Defines a person’s personality, that’s crazy You’re pretty cool And you make me smile like a fool And I don’t know why things go how they do But I’m glad I’m here, loving you ‘Cause you’re my boy You’ll always be my boy Forever you’ll be my boy You’ll always be my boy, oh-oh (My boy) You’ll always be (my boy) my boy (My boy) Ooh-ooh My boy (my boy) Fuck!
10.
Deathsong 03:26
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Do you wanna die In my arms tonight Does it feel right, right, right Ri-right I always knew it would be this day That it fell away-ay-ay-ay Everywhere I go I keep a picture in my wallet Of him and me and us together Something tells me it’s forever Marshall, Marshall, will you meet me By that old warehouse Been there countless times before It won’t hurt, just one more Are you scared this will be our end Always been more than friends Stories kept, but never read Well, I must admit Death has never a particular worry of mine But as I look it in the eye I can’t help but feel fear Lord knows I don’t want to die But I know I simply must Everywhere I go I keep a picture in my wallet Of him and me and us together Something tells me it’s forever Marshall, Marshall, will you meet me By the old warehouse Been there countless times before It won’t hurt, just one more
11.
Rubble 03:52
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Sitting on my bed, there’s a dent It’s probably the dread Hard to believe that my thoughts Come from my head If I close my eyes is the world still there My back really hurts Am I allowed to say I wish I was dead I miss you all, I haven’t left The game we played was not the best The water’s brown, the walls are rubble If we get caught, we’ll be in trouble If you stay out late, honey You’ll get lost to the bats But if you ask politely they’ll leave you alone So relax Everything you knew about your hometown Was a fact Two kids were found The reporters say they were attacked I miss you all, I haven’t left The game we played was not the best The water’s brown, the walls are rubble If we get caught, we’ll be in trouble This house we built was made from rubble If we get caught, we’ll be in trouble This house we built was made from rubble We’re both so gone, the perfect couple
12.
Ghosts 03:38
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And we died Crushed insides It’s just us And our raisin lungs Ghosts are real They can feel So many stories And we’re just one Tell me something You’ve never told me before I never said goodbye when I ran away Fell in love with guy who means the most Bodies under the rubble Now we’re ghosts Baby you’re my deathbed, I said Baby you’re my deathbed Marshall rest your head ‘Cause baby you’re my deathbed What do you think they’re gonna do when they find us? I don’t know I don’t expect them to care very much They probably just clean up the mess And go about their day I doubt anyone will even You know Remember who we were

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On December 13th 1998, two bodies were recovered from the wreck of a collapsed warehouse in the Bridgewater District of Anagood City. Upon investigation it was confirmed that the identities of these two individuals were Chester Howls and Marshall McKaire.

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